You might be visiting my blog because you have Multiple Myeloma and are searching for information that could help you. If you have read my blogs you will know that my MM disappeared in January 2000 and I began my blog in 2008. I have had no treatment at all for MM since 2000. I was diagnosed in two hospitals and was treated initially by two top Oncologists in those hospitals, my medical records track my cancer until it disappeared. In January 2010, paraprotein was again found in my blood. I will refer back to this later in this blog. In January 2011 it had disappeared again; so, apart from a brief return in 2010 I have been cancer free with no reoccurance of symptoms since 2000.
I bang on about beliefs, knowing and the spirit consciousness within, and I suspect this goes over the heads of many who are desperate to find a cure. I understand the difficulty you may have in finding belief in yourself, when your doctor will tell you that the chances of curing this cancer is nil and that very, very few people survive over 10 years. This does not come without regular and constant treatment.
MM is one of the greatest challenges you will face; so, how do you face it, what can I tell you that my blogs have not covered already?
I am no different from you, I was born to this world, I live and I will leave this world when I 'die.' I have died once and was sent back to my life, I talked with spirit entities and they surrounded me with so much love that I no longer fear death. Death occurs when the body can no longer hold on to the energy that is your consciousness and it is freed from this world of physical form.
Life is filled with challenges and adversity and we respond in ways that have repeated similarity, depending on how we have been conditioned. Conditioning is simply, our learning and our beliefs. As a baby our mind is empty and we fill it with experience, we learn how to walk, to talk, we learn conventional wisdom, religion, science and when to see the doctor for medicine. We learn impatience, fear, anger, love, jealousy etc, etc, and terribly, for us, we have learned we have limitations in what we can do. We can look in the mirror and say, "that is me," We can look back through the years and know that what we are looking at is; our life. We are completely and utterly unprepared for the words, "You have cancer and that cancer has no cure, it will kill you." Our limitations come into play at that point with an awful feeling of fear.
I will tell you what I know.....
First, you have an energy inside of you. It is a vibrational resonance that is individual to you, being energy it cannot, repeat, cannot be destroyed, this is a basic law of physics. This energy is alive and aware, its focus whilst in the body is five sensory; this is to give awareness of our physical body and our world. We have a mind, mind is rational, analytical and is mostly irrational, it has willpower which is affected by being tired, angry, fearful, hungry etc, and when affected, this is wher irrationality comes from. The willpower to defeat cancer is not strong because the conscious mind is represented by less than 10% of our being. 90% is unconscious, the subconscious mind where our habits, impulses, strategies and physiological control, steer the mind in ways that are learned and familiar to each of us, and in differing ways.
You want to cure your cancer, you tell yourself this. "I want to live, I will live," you have the willpower to succeed. Then why do people fail? Simply, willpower exists in the moment, it has little power; the power comes from what you have learned, and you have learned limitations. You have learned that only a doctor and drugs can cure cancer, you cannot. 90 % of your being believes this and only 10% thinks it can. The result is fail, because your belief is so weak.
Information is everything and there is a way to succeed; you have to re-programme, and you cannot do this with your mind. Let me give you some spiritual truth, because it concerns who you are and the power that is unused in your energy matrix. The person known as you is an individual, you have energy, 10% conscious, 90% unconscious. You are also part of a much much greater energy we call soul. The soul exists outside your consciousness but is forever linked by what we could visualise as an energy link, you could see it as a chord. The soul has never been born to this earth, but has intelligence and power beyond our understanding. If I tell you that cancer is no more than an energy; you could visualise this energy as a darkness within the light of our being, then you give it recognisable form. This energy, or darkness has affected the cells in your physical body, and you have 60 trillion of them. Your chemical DNA is also an energy that allows cells to die and new cells to grow according to your DNA blueprint. DNA is affected by thoughts, fear, food we eat, our environment and our thoughts about ourselves. Negativity is poison to our body, negative thoughts, feelings, anger, fear, keeping alive past hurt, extreme emotion, ego responses. Our preoccupation with negativity has a resonance that usually manifests dis-ease...disease. Every cell in your body is replaced over a 7 year period, this slows with age and we are meant to degrade slowly, to eventually die. What are we physically, not much according to science, cells are made up if atoms and molecules, these are 99.9999999% empty space. If you compressed 7 billion people in this world into a structure that had no spaces in between the atoms you would have a structure the size of a sugar lump. We are so much more than physical matter and we all need to know this.
To love, to laugh, to be kind to ourselves and others, to have good thoughts is a basic requirement of good health and your body will respond if you eat good food, exercise, and be kind.
In 2010 my cancer was again found in my body. I had just been through a clinical depression, my world was black, I did things that were alien to me and was in a hole of my own making, lost for a time to light and love. I lost my wife, my business nearly failed and I was doom and gloom. No wonder my cancer returned. It was a major lesson for me and having learned it, the cancer that threatened to kill me was removed for a second time. This time it will not be back, I learned the lesson. Hells bells who could beat MM twice; I did.
If I tell you that you have the tools within you and the connection to your soul that sees Multiple Myeloma as a minor disturbance in your energy field, and that it can be removed completely. Would you listen?
You can never access this healing power with your mind, your mind is weak. You must go within, meditation, where you still the mind and take your awareness in silence into your heart area. Your heart is your doorway and your shield of protection. You may be surprised to know that the heart carries an energy that is 50 times stronger than the brain. Relax and take several deep breaths, on each breath feel yourself going deeper into your heart, visualise a doorway and walk through it when you feel calm. Through this doorway visualise a landscape that is calming for you, by water, in nature, walking on a beach, etc, etc, close the door behind you and feel the warmth of the sun as it bathes you in light. In this place the sun is your soul and you can visit this place any time you like, in this place you will carry the energy from your soul into your heart. Light chases dark and this light and warmth from your soul connection will flood your cells with light. See it chase away the darkness that is cancer, it cannot exist in the light of your soul. Importantly...KNOW IT IS HAPPENING. See the colour black being washed down through your feet and into the earth where the energy is recycled and cleansed.
When you question concensus thinking and beliefs and know who you are, as an eternal being having a physical experience, connected to an awesome power of soul, you can transend the limitations your parents and caregivers instilled into you. You can change the fear, the stress and be comforted by the connection to your soul that you might not have known you have. Your soul loves you unconditionally and will revel in the connection. Do it once or twice a day, and remember, nothing relevant is past, nothing happens in the future, the future only exists as possibility, EVERYTHING HAPPENS IN THE MOMENT OF NOW. Now is the most important moment you have, make it work for you.
In the words of Don Juan Matus:-
"What is at work during inner silence is another faculty that man has, the faculty that makes him a magical being...."
There are no miracles, only the miracle that comes from knowing who you are, it is life changing.. David.
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