Sunday, 30 January 2011

BELIEF AND KNOWING.

I am David, survivor of Multiple Myeloma, a terminal cancer with no hope and no medical cure.
Faith and true knowing is not something we find easily because we can be so negative in our thinking. We are taught to worship God in the form of what culture we were born to in the world. We generally take on the beliefs of our parents and caregivers who teach us the 'art of living'. This does not help us when we are facing our demise because of terminal illness. Our thoughts bounce around fear and futility and whilst we may feel positive and outwardly strong, deep down we are shaking with fear.
Where is our God when we are alone, in pain, or in bed at 3am in the morning facing death by illness and cancer. Believe me, early morning is a very 'alone' time when we feel helpless. Everyone is asleep and we are alone with our negative thinking, tossing and turning, fearing the worst. We pray but find little hope in that. Where is the power of prayer if we don't really believe what we are doing. Prayer is really powerful if it comes from the heart.

I have learned that we are never alone; I have my own proof that God never existed outside of us and that it is simply the awesome consciousness to which we are all connected and an eternal part of who we are. The power of that connection to affect all aspects of our lives is open to us all, yet few touch this connection. Those who awaken to its possibility find that belief and knowing.

4 comments:

  1. Have decided to start reading all blogs starting from 2008. Wow! Oh my goodness! Will keep reading. Thank-you.

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  2. David, by GS are you referring to radon levels in a home? We have something to lower those levels in our home. Does that take care of it? Have you quit use of cell phones and microwaves as part of your cancer treatment?

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  3. Thank you for reading my Blogs, many people will not truly understand the spiritual and I hope that you find something to think about. Most people are 'wired' into doing and achieving or just coping with their lives and that is OK, everything is as it should be, but some will search for answers and the answers are there if you look. Good luck

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  4. Radon is a gas, Geopathic Stress is an Earth Energy. If you do a Google search on it and then on Electromagnetic Stress you will be amazed.
    Basically, Geopathic is natural energy emitted from the ground and when it encounters, underground water, cavities or certain types of rock formations, it can surface as harmful, and if you are living or sleeping in a house that has Geo, long term, you can be badly affected. Geo is linked to illness, cancer, cot death. Cats like it, dods hate it and insects thrive in it.
    Electromagnetic is man-made, power lines, ring mains, electric appliances, phone masts and cordless phones. Our own Bio-field is electromagnetic and the extra loading can cause cells to mutate, moblile phones heat up the brain and living under high power lines can cause cancer, especially in children. Children are more affected by Geo and EMF, reluctance to go to bed and bed wetting are a clue.
    It is important to find out if you are living, working, and sleeping in a safe place and this is part of what I do as a Healer.

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